This
story is about two sisters - Noorah and Hanan. It is written
from Hanan's perspective. We do not know its authenticity of
being a true story, but there is a lesson to be learnt regardless.
Please enjoy this extremely heart-touching story.
Her
cheeks were worn and sunken and her skin hugged her bones. That
didn't stop her though, you could never catch her not reciting
Qur'an. Always vigil in her personal prayer room Dad had set
up for her. Bowing, prostrating, raising her hands in prayer.
That was the way she was from dawn to sunset and back again,
boredom was for others.
As
for me I craved nothing more than fashion magazines and novels.
I treated myself all the time to videos until those trips to
the rental place became my trademark. As they say, when something
becomes habit people tend to distinguish you by it. I was negligent
in my responsibilities and laziness characterized my Salah (prayer).
One
night, I turned the video off after a marathon three hours of
watching. The adhan softly rose in that quiet night. I slipped
peacefully into my blanket. Her voice carried from her prayer
room, so I replied, "Yes? Would you like anything Noorah?"
With
a sharp needle she popped my plans. 'Don't sleep before you
pray Fajr!'
"Agh
... there's still an hour before Fajr, that was only the first
Adhaan!", I said.
With
those loving pinches of hers, she called me closer. She was
always like that, even before the fierce sickness shook her
spirit and shut her in bed. 'Hanan can you come sit beside me?',
she asked.
I could never refuse any of her requests, you could touch the
purity and sincerity. "Yes, Noorah?"
'Please sit here.'
'OK,
I'm sitting. What's on your mind?', I questioned.
With
the sweetest mono voice she began reciting: [Every soul
shall taste death and you will merely be repaid your earnings
on Resurrection Day]. She stopped thoughtfully. Then
she asked, 'Do you believe in death?'
"Of course I do."
'Do you believe that you shall be responsible for whatever you
do, regardless of how small or large?'
"I
do, but ... Allah is Forgiving and Merciful and I've got a long
life waiting for me", I said.
'Stop
it Hanan ... aren't you afraid of death and it's abruptness?
Look at Hind. She was younger than you but she died in a car
accident. So did so and so, and so and so. Death is age-blind
and your age could never be a measure of when you shall die.'